it might just all be a facade

Wednesday, October 31, 2007;

♥ 10/31/2007 05:13:00 AM

Over You - Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I ~~got~~will get over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes, so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Anyways, im so ~~F-ing~~ pissed off now.Really! I called my F up CT, and the conversation went like this:
Me> I din receive any i&r in the email.
She> Oh sry. I can only send you at 10 tonight. Is it too late?
Me (w/o hesitating)> Yes. Too late.
She pauses> Mm, sorry. I'll send you at ten okay?
Me> HUH... (pause) Okay lor. (hang up)
I tell you, im really very pissed off now. ): <
Usually, my anger lasts not more than afew mins. But of cos, it is subjective!
But right now, its 20 mins past the phonecall, and i can still feel my blood boiling.
And i cursed and swear like nobody's frekaing business. =X

On a lighter, much lighter, note.
Had OP today. (:
I love presentation! Other than those butterfly flying around in the stomachs, thing are pretty alright i think.
Okay, it's over! Not good, also cannot do anything alr.
But, it went quite alright. So, yeah.
Went laser quest on a VERY full stomach with classmates (Ky Des Bryan Aaron Benj Zw Bp Hy Xl and Hx) in the afternoon.
It was madness. And the girls started screaming like crazy. And i mean, crazy.
Haha! It fun, and a pretty good way to scream everything out!
My hand got really tired from carry that laser gun after the first round. The other girls got their throats sore from all the screaming and shouting. :D
The guy headed in for a second round. The girls just sat outside, watching them play.
After that, left for westmall with bp and hy.
Reached home at bout 7plus.

Ive been repeating the song (above) for a milion-th times alr.
Its getting stuck to my head.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Yeah, i guess the wait's long enough. Time to start running, and move on from this mess.
Give me the strength and determination to do so.
And give me his distractions - no more.

IM STILL FEELING PRETTY ANNONYED OVER TT CT OF MINE. ): <

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.